the world slows down, but my heart beats fast right now

currently: i hate this part - the pussycat dolls
my grandma has pneumonia. great. i wish i could see her right now, she's in the hospital in the philippines. haha she wanted corned beef it was so cute. ugh i'm just really anxious right now.
i went shopping all around the city today. i'm pooped. i came across a really cute blue leather jacket on haight, it was adorable, too bad i didn't have sixty on me. gah!
so i'm really worried about this money i sent out on valentine's day. it was for some glow in the dark dunks and it's been awhile and the girl on fsf hasn't replied saying she got the money. oh dear, i shouldn't done a TRACKED money order..i'm retarded. there goes 80 down the drain! well we'll see, the usps could just be very slow? i'm gonna give it another week or two, and if not, paypal? =(