adios 2k9! HELLO NEW YEAR! sooo done with this year.
RECAP!
! ALHSDC. <3 my kids, my love, the best team in the worrrldd. totally bonded like crazy this year. i watched comp twice today on youtube and teared at the end every time i watched it. i still get all watery eyed when i watch our comp performance. i love you guys. crazy drama this year, but shit it was all worth it. bring home the bacon next year. i'll be yelling and cheering my ass off from the stands next year. make us proud!
! ECR. BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! we always go through hella shit, but you and i both know we don't need that bullshit to define our friendship. mmm the fact that we're both pretty open minded = SUPERGREATFRIENDSHIP. YAYAYYA.
! CJC. HI TRANSIE. damn like we've been through a lot too. and this year we got sooooo close. you really are like my sister. i'm so glad we got through all that shit soph/junior year. we're way better people now :)
! NEWFRIENDS! well actually people i got closer with. matt tom &richard nguyen. my support system at school. you guys are always there and matt you're there with a bible verse to bring me up. god sent you to pull me outta my slumps! so thankful for you two.
! Adrian. crazy we happened. never thought that in 69.69 million years that you'd be my boyfriend, but here you are now. and i love you immensely. thank you for everything. as convoluted as things may have been in the beginning, i'm glad i have you :)
! ALHSGDT. GIRLLLSS. so glad i'm back. my life was crazy without you guys. 91st was bullshit. takin first in 2010 ladies!
! J.Cole. thank you steven gallardo for introducing me to this amazing rapper. i'ma music junkie so finding new artists are not taken lightly by me! speaks the truth, an amazing storyteller.
! AliciaKeys! the element of freedom. nuff said.
oh helll noooo. i'm like super duper irritated at the moment. we were waiting on you. wth. atleast give us a text, take 2..TWO...TWO minutes of your time to let us know if you're okay or if you're not coming. fuck i hate flaking on people. ESPECIALLY my best friend. they were waiting on noriega for a good 2 hours possibly more. you know we didn't have to put them through all that. actually, YOU didn't have to put them through all that. i was worried shitless about you. i know you were at church and church is important. but if you knew you had plans with people and you knew you were TWO HOURS LATE then i think you should AT LEAST give us the fucking common courtesy to let us know what the fuck is going on. i'm so fucking irritated. yay winter break. fuck. i'm mad.
"I'll never give up, because if I do, I'll never get to find out what would have happened if I stuck it out."
that's what i'm feeling deep inside. but there's something holding me back. i really don't know what to do. i love gdt like when i quit oh shitttt. that was not a good time in my life. but now that show choir and drum corps and my hard classes are out of the way. what do i have to lose? well i have AP gov but its one ap class so it shouldn't be that hard, i'm still on enchantees and idk if i really want to be there or not..actually i know i don't want to be there but i'm scared about the same thing with gdt. like what if i miss out on something. it is my last year in high school and i'm trying to make this ride worthwhile. 5 more months and i'm outta here. if they accept me again, i know if i stay it wouldn't be a decision i would regret. the experience is freaking amazing. but the time. the time is intense. 5 months for 5 minutes. but it's not just 5 minutes. its the bond with the girls and it's the drilling. shit when i see them out there in parades i'm already hella trippin cause i miss it. yeah i do drill at home sometimes cause i miss it. fuck. i really don't know what to do. actually fuck that, i do know what i want to do. i'm just scared to do it. fear.
that's what i'm feeling deep inside. but there's something holding me back. i really don't know what to do. i love gdt like when i quit oh shitttt. that was not a good time in my life. but now that show choir and drum corps and my hard classes are out of the way. what do i have to lose? well i have AP gov but its one ap class so it shouldn't be that hard, i'm still on enchantees and idk if i really want to be there or not..actually i know i don't want to be there but i'm scared about the same thing with gdt. like what if i miss out on something. it is my last year in high school and i'm trying to make this ride worthwhile. 5 more months and i'm outta here. if they accept me again, i know if i stay it wouldn't be a decision i would regret. the experience is freaking amazing. but the time. the time is intense. 5 months for 5 minutes. but it's not just 5 minutes. its the bond with the girls and it's the drilling. shit when i see them out there in parades i'm already hella trippin cause i miss it. yeah i do drill at home sometimes cause i miss it. fuck. i really don't know what to do. actually fuck that, i do know what i want to do. i'm just scared to do it. fear.
oh boy. 4 years and it's all over. i watched every drum corps video i competed in and i have to say i've came a long way. i think it's better if i say we :)
for my kiddos this year, we've worked so hard and honestly i don't mind losing to lowell cause they did a heck of a job too. but balboa? nuhh uhh. to me, comp was between us and lowell, and of course i want first place. but anywho, i'm glad i can watch our video over and over again and not be disappointed because i know we all worked very VERY hard. i love you guys <3 galileo with the shit talkin thooo! they never stop haha, its not even their current dc members, it's the alums. oh gosh. no life can we say? butcheea! man im gonna miss everything. it hella hit me yesterday that i'm never going to compete again and that there's no more hell nights for me to go to. :( i AM excited about returning next year and seeing dc kick butt and take first place. that's for sure. my back is in super duper pain, but yes it was worth it. i'd do anything for you guys. i popped like 6 painkillers within 2 hours. oh man my liver's doomed.
freshman year i remember trying out cause i was impressed by freshman orientation lol kelly on the bells tho. just seeing how the music has progressed in a span of 4 years i mean, wow. it's really amazing. we didn't win 1st this year, but at least i can say i placed all four years. ughh my mom's lecturing me cause it's 2:17 in the morning and i'm not sleeping. well too bad i think of dc 24/7 :) what i'm really gonna miss is making the beats! holyyyyy shieeeet. i'm gonna miss jamming with vicajean and jan and fucking around with beats. oh hot damn. & of course everyone on the teeeam! hella drama this year. i'm glad to say i'm cool with everyone and that everyone is pretty much cool with each other. we're a family and shit gets in the way, but nothing gets in the way of first place. we tried our hardest, and next year they gotta try even harder. work hard dc, make us proud :)
EDIT: BTW i think my poster > than gal's. tee heee. i mean that lion was sick, but the lettering and that cheerleader cloth shiny material was ugly as hell. and HELLO there was a size requirement. CMOOOON. :) 2nd place poster is BOO BOO!
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