i love the days when it shines..whoa let it shine..

ughhh so super heated.
idk how to feel right now. is that really a legit reason? like you're gonna defend her because she's been having a tough time..and she's taking it out on me so i shouldn't trip? she doesnt do it to anyone else. i don't care about her, but i'm just saying how are you gonna defend someone with a phoney/vague ass reason like that. no details at all. just a simple, X happened to her so she's taking it out on you and you guys don't really talk. wth. okaaay. idk it's whatever, all i do is really try to be nice to people and i don't do anything. and somehow someone hates me. its hella funny! if there's anyone i hate at school or in my life, it's that one bitch that fucked up my first 3 years of high school that i could never get back. i really don't hate anyone, except for her.
idk i wish i could talk to eileen right now cause she completely understands me, but she's out. ughhhhh. SUPER VENT! lol ive been blogging lately just to vent..makes me sound like a psycho. but yeah i'm so mad right now. like i don't want to talk to anyone. except for eileen. fuck this dude. on a lighter note, i had a great day until he brought that up with me. but yeah made garters with gdt! yayyy! hella fun. mary's so adorable i love her. kristina, christine, margaret, eveline, and mary hung out for a bit and we chopped it up. the end.