Silly me.

Idk what I even want anymore :\
I want to take steps forward, but I'm not sure if they'll only pull me back.
Things don't feel right. It's not supposed to feel like this. I'm supposed to be happy. I waited for you to come back, and now that you're here again.. it's just not the same.

Audition in January.. should I cancel or go through with it? This could be my way out. I need to get a monologue. Ugh.. I'm so stressed.

Being indecisive comes with a price.