"it's been a long time, shouldnt've left you."

HI NEEDA UPDATE.
sooo after having a wonderful convo with my girl elaine, i decided i wanted to put some input on this whole boy situation.

recently, i've been having a new approach which is: no expectation, no disappointments. &after reading a previous wthellz?! entry, i realized us ladies do HELLA shit for guys. like we plan cutesy things, we dress up, we go the extra mile. don't get me wrong, the boys do it too, but most of the time, it's US. haha sorry. but yeah, the whole "chase" can be fun but you kinda know what you're getting into.
ladies, if you think he's leading you on, he probably is. it's a given fact. even oprah said so haha! so you KNOW it's LEGIT (:
anyway, i hate bullshit. to the max. like how about this scenario:
"hey we should def kick it in the summer!"
"yeah we should but idk i have practice in the summer and i got work"
alright that's straight up bullshit right there. seriously though, i mean if you really want to, you'd make time. and we're all busy so don't give that excuse. but yeah i know what it's like to be busy. TRUST. but if you got a job and practice, homie, there's a thing called SUNDAYS. ANDDD it's summer. so sorry that doesn't work. yikes.
and today this boy tells me "i'll let you know about tm cus my cousin wants me to go with her" hm. well we kinda planned to hang out tm ahead of time, sooo why can't you just tell your cousin you're gonna kick it with me? &this is a FIRST date ladies and beans. so its not like i see him all the time. at first i was irritated, but whatever, life goes on.
in conclusion, boys are boys and most of the time need to be flushed down the toilet. but we needa stop thinking about what theyre thinking cause half the time, they aren't even thinking. ...about us! well yeah, we all know that us ladies talk more and are more involved in our emotions than guys. dudes just chill, eat, sleep, play sports, watch tv and/or play video games, and fuck. and that can piss a girl off immensely while she's on her rag ha! but as long as we don't give a fuck, nothing can hurt us. THE END.

**EDIT. ^^so that sounds pretty sexist, feminist whatever. but if i said it nicer, you wouldn't get my point ;D