You know the world is out to get me, why don't you give me a chance?

SONGS OF THE NIGHT.





Talked to my manager about why I'm not a server. That was just a blow to my heart. It wasn't something terrible. I just knew its because he didn't know anything. None of the managers really know. The reason pretty much goes back to high school and a reoccurring reason. A consistent theme it seems. People just have these low expectations of me, but I have all the medals to show for it. No pun intended. And the whole basketball thing.. like how do you expect me to get better if you're not giving me the opportunity. Game time situations are different from practice. Same thing with work. I know I can do so well.. you're not just letting me show you. You choose to be ignorant and believe in your assumptions and observations. I agree I may not seem who I am at work.. that made no sense, but it did to me.. haha anyway. But yeah, everyone at work is from all over the bay area and beyond. I'm like the only SF native pretty much. It's like being in a new city. Take my perspective. Not like they care.. why do i say that. I just want my piece of the pie like everyone else and I don't kiss ass to do that and I'm damn proud that I do work. Just wishing who ever is control of life.. please make this situation better.