you STAY wasting my time. ugh. i always wait for you. we haven't seen each other/got to spend that much time with each other recently..and you don't really care to see me. I always have to make the plans. I always have to make the moves. UGH WHATEVER. HELLA ANNOYING.

in other news.
got rear ended today, made my back even worse, having more severe back spasms. GREEEAT.
my grandma's going to go soon :( they took her home from the hospital today. they're going to let the infection take its course. I love you Lola. <33333

why is shit so hard?